birthday weekend.

Basically, it took me hours trying to configure what 808s and Heartbreaks was all about. I've listened to Kanye West for a long time now, and noticing that his ability to sing has caught my attention. He shouldn't be autotuning his music, he should definitely stick to rapping. as for people, singing is a talent-- Kanye West just doesn't fit that category. so in my opinion, let's leave the autotuning to electronica / powerpop kids, please.

and as for the new album, the only good songs are:
6. Paranoid (Feat Mr. Hudson)

7. Robocop

8. Streelights
11. See You In My Nightmares (Feat. Lil Wayne)
- Only because Lil Wayne is in it, haha.

so go listen to those songs on iMeem :)

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haha so I've been watching tv for all my days. My main shows are Degrassi and Avatar. those get the best of my interests, heeh. so as I was waiting for Avatar to come on, I saw this cute little commercial.

hahaha oh man, it's so cute. the show is called Making Fiends. It's a cute pretty tv show for like weirdos. But it makes you feel all happy inside -- don't be afraid to be high and watch it , haha. and then again, When I'm waiting for Degrassi to come on, I see this:

& A lot of people have been questioning me;
" Cristine, do you do drugs? Do you smoke weed? Do you pop e? " & etc.
the answer, is YES. but I don't do it to look cool, nor do it "just because..." I do it for the right reasons. -- My reasons. there are some things in life that can never be explained, or even put in the best way. To even tell you the truth, I don't think it's all that bad. But you shouldn't start anywhere now. It's always okay to be experimental, NOT addictive. Although I do those things, I don't let it interfere with my normal life.. but it does sometimes. for example, my emotions. they are getting torn apart, even with people I love the most. and it hurts to see that i'm hurting myself, more than i'm hurting anyone else.

I don't smoke weed, I don't even drink alcohol. The only thing I do is ecstasy. and I don't even do that anymore. I might sell, but no I don't do it. I stopped. Or well, I didn't really stop, i just don't. don't ever fucking question me anymore, But here are information to help you out.

Drug Facts

Marijuana-- Also known as "weed"

What is it?:

Marijuana has a chemical in it called tetrahydrocannabinol, better known as THC. A lot of other chemicals are found in marijuana, too—about 400 of them, some of which are carcinogenic.

Risks:

Pot affects a user’s judgment, motor coordination, and short-term memory. Weed can cause increased heart rate and make some users extremely anxious or paranoid. Smoking marijuana also causes some changes in the brain similar to those caused by long-term use of cocaine and heroin.

Research found that students with an average grade of “D” or below were more than four times as likely to have used marijuana in the past year as students who reported an average grade of “A.” Students who have smoked marijuana within the past year are more than twice as likely to have cut class than those who did not smoke, while health problems associated with using marijuana can keep students from attending school due to illness.

Regular marijuana users often have shortened attention spans, decreased energy and ambition, poor judgment, high distractibility, and impaired ability to communicate and relate to others. Young people who use marijuana weekly have double the risk of depression later in life.

Ecstasy

What is it?:
Ecstasy is a chemical that is usually taken orally as a capsule or tablet. It is a man-made drug that is chemically similar to both stimulants and hallucinogens. Taking ecstasy causes chemical changes in the brain that affect your mood, appetite and sleep.

While taking ecstasy some people experience muscle tension, involuntary teeth clenching, nausea, blurred vision, faintness, and chills or sweating. Some people also experience confusion, depression, sleep problems, and severe anxiety while taking ecstasy, even for days or weeks after.

Risks:
Ecstasy has been shown to damage nerve cells in the brains of animals. The cells most vulnerable are those that are involved with mood, appetite, sleep, and memory. Animal research has shown that ecstasy is also linked to long-term damage to neurons that are involved in mood, thinking and judgment. Ecstasy can make it difficult for your body to control its temperature. This can cause hyperthermia, which is an increase in body temperature that can lead to liver, kidney and heart failure Although this is a rare event, it is also unpredictable.

I'm a hypocrite. But here's some advice.. DON'T DO DRUGS

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TODAY-

I asked my mom if we were going to church, she had a customer. so no.


cute baby


i went back to my room and found i got a missed call from 1234-5 ... ??


picked up tiffany chan at the ranch market


went to montebello mall. and it felt like a daycare mall.


tiffany made friends with Osama Bin Ladin's brother


ate


thas wassup



tiffany stole this bowl of candy


gay guys like to fix eyebrows a lot,


went to target


WHO'S ON TOP.


sadly everyone always dies in my dreams.. HEHEHEHE


OH DAYUM, WASSUP WID DEM BALLS.


chinese lady: *speaker on her phone. NIGGA NIGGA! CHINGCHONG-- and tiffany understood every word she said


bought the 808s and heartbreaks



dropped off tiffany


I started a fresh new chapstick


and.. this mysterious lady is a real cutie

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FRIDAY

I had a tail :)



streetlights


heartline


sabrina gave me candy ;)


i sat at brea mall for an hour

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SATURDAY-

I went to costco again.. i like the word cutie


aww she's cute


her too


aww look, it's brrrownie


interracial babies, wow. asian daddy?


it's like a swapmeet up in there


wow ugly


wow, puente hills mall


wow, i wouldn't want those bananas on my yogurt


i ate yogurt at yogurville


and then i went to watch my mom eat jollibee



but i found a cute guy. *UHEM behind my mom


i went to my aunt's beauty shop



wow, that's as big as your !^*#&


polluted air is killing me


went to april's house


cuteface contest, YOU BE THE JUDGES










ohh check that sexy photographer out


photoshoot bitche$










margiel took teh camera




SERIOUS FACES


james//joanna




NICE WEATHER


my seat listening to fine frenzy - almost lover



I beat margiel contest


walked home


went to mica's party



someone got it on with marla that night


hungout with tiff


marla showed up


hangout


old 18+ year old guys, tryna get at us girls. and especially at tiffany


went back to april's to see him ;)


and i end the night w/ this


haha just kidding. i went home after that, and watched degrassi+avatar for the rest of the night, along the side texting carla gonzalez.

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so the song of the month was..

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video of the day was.. [margielwagas]

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so today i was looking through chelsea gama's myspace. it was pretty cute, with all those pictures and such. go check it out? haha.

http://www.myspace.com/cheeelssea

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SONG OF THE DAY

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oh a reminder;; My birthday is December 6.
I might have a party, and you're invited -- Cristine's blogspot fans.

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TO END THE NIGHT;

I watched a little clip of 2008 American Music Award. guess who?




Wonderful performance.. as always.

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and so yeah, school tomorrow..