Sometimes I think... What am I getting from this? I feel as if everything is just all falling apart. Day by day, what's up with that? Hmm.. But all is good, Or at least I try to tell myself. I'm quite the opmitistic person, but i'll just wait til' i can no longer stand it.. (:
Anyways, what I'm trying to say is that; The past few days haven't been it's very best, & I know plenty of you go through this at least a great amount of time. And so... It all started when summer vacation began actually, ha. I got out of school on Thursday June 12, 2008. I extremely miss those Rincon people.. Especially John Galang & Pitrizz Gangcuangco. [x but yeah.. I haven't really done much so far and I just hope it'll get better!
My summer vacation has been spent with John De Castro so far, and it's been a drag. The other day, I asked John to grab my Canon Rebel xTi (aka Alden) camera and switch memory cards. He tried getting it in, but I guess we couldn't find the right side.. So I asked to try, and it went in, but when I turned it on, it said there was an error. Which results to.. Being broken. This was an unintentional tragedy, ... I hated it.
Second incident; Just yesterday, my parents left to go look for a certain car to buy. I think it's the Honda Civic ( new one ) But I'm guessing its for me, since they don't wanna buy me one later on.. So I guess that's my positive side, although I still want my camera. ._. Okay well, I began to clean my room because I read Carla's away message saying "cleaning". I started off with the side with the desks and stuff, then always best for last; my closet! I aligned the jackets / sweaters two - fingers spaced apart and my thin pull-overs / cardigans one - finger spaced apart. and once I started towards my jeans section, I neatly folded each one and stacked 5 different shades of my pants, then put it on top near my shoe boxes, and ! everything came crashing down , and I felt as if my whole life just ended because that was a total waste of my 3 - 4 hours of life. So to get my mind off things, I called up an old friend by the name of Lily Lam and went out with her and her family to eat out at some chinese seafood restaurant. Thank you Lily.
Third incident; So I walked home from Lily's house to mine, and it was really dark.. I got paranoid and once I got home the a/c was on which freaked me out, because we don't usually turn that on. & plus, no one was home anyway. I began to hate everything by this time so I was like UGHH!! & I guess.. at around 11:30pm, I got a blackout. I was on my cell phone too, but I hung up on Justine and called Carla because I guess she's what I'd like to call my bootycall ;D lol nah just kidding, I just call because she's my best friend. & anyway, everything of mine was turning off like my cell phone's battery died.. Then my laptop, and I guess I stuck with the iPod for about 3 hours until my boy crb came to the rescue. We hungout at the park, and I guess I fell asleep for a little with him, til yeah. mhm.
Fourth incident; I was at Chino Hills The Shoppes.. and I went shopping I guess, It was really fun because it was just me and my mom. I honestly thought my tables were turning after this since it was a friday! and it was good. (: But.. we were about to go to the Chino Hills Target, then the car stops. and everything turns off, like what the heck! so we were basically stranded in the middle of the street for the longest time until my dad came to the rescue but it didn't help.. so we put the car on neutral and brought it to the plaza thing and left it there. ._. so I don't know.
Maybe all I need are prayers, & maybe more of this contemplative sequences that aren't occurring the way it should. It's hard to accept the fact that reality is real. Goodbye.
By the way, I'm still a happy camper :D
& the moral of my blog for today was;
Even how optimistic I am, or trying to be,
I'm pushing it. But really, I'm not getting where I want to be.
..Or should be, & well maybe I am, but at a very slow steady pace..
I'm on the phone with David Luk, he's singing to me while I fall asleep.
Okay Goodnight & Goodbye for real nowww. [x
Anyways, what I'm trying to say is that; The past few days haven't been it's very best, & I know plenty of you go through this at least a great amount of time. And so... It all started when summer vacation began actually, ha. I got out of school on Thursday June 12, 2008. I extremely miss those Rincon people.. Especially John Galang & Pitrizz Gangcuangco. [x but yeah.. I haven't really done much so far and I just hope it'll get better!
My summer vacation has been spent with John De Castro so far, and it's been a drag. The other day, I asked John to grab my Canon Rebel xTi (aka Alden) camera and switch memory cards. He tried getting it in, but I guess we couldn't find the right side.. So I asked to try, and it went in, but when I turned it on, it said there was an error. Which results to.. Being broken. This was an unintentional tragedy, ... I hated it.
Second incident; Just yesterday, my parents left to go look for a certain car to buy. I think it's the Honda Civic ( new one ) But I'm guessing its for me, since they don't wanna buy me one later on.. So I guess that's my positive side, although I still want my camera. ._. Okay well, I began to clean my room because I read Carla's away message saying "cleaning". I started off with the side with the desks and stuff, then always best for last; my closet! I aligned the jackets / sweaters two - fingers spaced apart and my thin pull-overs / cardigans one - finger spaced apart. and once I started towards my jeans section, I neatly folded each one and stacked 5 different shades of my pants, then put it on top near my shoe boxes, and ! everything came crashing down , and I felt as if my whole life just ended because that was a total waste of my 3 - 4 hours of life. So to get my mind off things, I called up an old friend by the name of Lily Lam and went out with her and her family to eat out at some chinese seafood restaurant. Thank you Lily.
Third incident; So I walked home from Lily's house to mine, and it was really dark.. I got paranoid and once I got home the a/c was on which freaked me out, because we don't usually turn that on. & plus, no one was home anyway. I began to hate everything by this time so I was like UGHH!! & I guess.. at around 11:30pm, I got a blackout. I was on my cell phone too, but I hung up on Justine and called Carla because I guess she's what I'd like to call my bootycall ;D lol nah just kidding, I just call because she's my best friend. & anyway, everything of mine was turning off like my cell phone's battery died.. Then my laptop, and I guess I stuck with the iPod for about 3 hours until my boy crb came to the rescue. We hungout at the park, and I guess I fell asleep for a little with him, til yeah. mhm.
Fourth incident; I was at Chino Hills The Shoppes.. and I went shopping I guess, It was really fun because it was just me and my mom. I honestly thought my tables were turning after this since it was a friday! and it was good. (: But.. we were about to go to the Chino Hills Target, then the car stops. and everything turns off, like what the heck! so we were basically stranded in the middle of the street for the longest time until my dad came to the rescue but it didn't help.. so we put the car on neutral and brought it to the plaza thing and left it there. ._. so I don't know.
Maybe all I need are prayers, & maybe more of this contemplative sequences that aren't occurring the way it should. It's hard to accept the fact that reality is real. Goodbye.
By the way, I'm still a happy camper :D
& the moral of my blog for today was;
Even how optimistic I am, or trying to be,
I'm pushing it. But really, I'm not getting where I want to be.
..Or should be, & well maybe I am, but at a very slow steady pace..
I'm on the phone with David Luk, he's singing to me while I fall asleep.
Okay Goodnight & Goodbye for real nowww. [x
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