Saturday, May 2, 2009

Up.

IMO,
Parties are just another way to have fun. but they pertain and connect to under the influence ideas. I used to party hardy a lot before, but that also meant lying to my parents, trying to act cool, mentality of a rebel.. I don't know, Later on I just sort of grew up. I gained 100% of my parents trust, and its so hard for me to break off from a chain of goodness. I don't lie to my parents. I still party from time to time, but I let em' know wassup. Even though at parties, I don't even drink, smoke, ANYTHING. I'm just there for some quality time.
I hate parties because kids have whatsoever no control lately. They keep up with the "Yeah, I go to parties but.. *insert excuse here. Really? I don't know, parties are also another way to call yourself "cool". Even the whole, "I don't even party a lot!" gets to me. People go to parties to get drunk, get fucked up, meet new people. Next day, you rinse lather and repeat. Wake up with a headache, & right after; Ready for round #2. I don't get it.

&I'm just really annoyed or mad.. that all my friends are into it. That leaves me hanging. Its not that I can't go to parties, it's just. Wtf really? parties are the center of your life, and looking at your ages; 15 - 18. It's just one of those phases, I understand. I'm just saying, it makes me sad to see my friends who never did any of this,.. barely start.

"Friends don't let friends do drugs, and take home ugly men."

But in my perspective,
This phase happens as you grow up.
But, Honestly; Where's the growing up in that..

P.S.
Don't talk to me when you're intoxicated, I'd appreciate it.

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