QT.: middle middle.

More and more days pass by, with extra shits on the side. The feeling of nowhere to go, nowhere to run to, nowhere to hide. Isolated by yourself, from the world; friends, family. It's always when things are going perfectly fine, you find yourself "under the weather" -- not so spicy -- outraged at nothing. And to when you feel so comfortable with the proper nouns, they sink back down to just normal nouns, and the words you were fed, were just all sounds that tainted around. I'm rarely pessimistic, Feelings are always kept inside-- Negative thoughts that float are probably just once a month. But i'm tired and sick nasty about it. I already know these things are temporary. And so I find myself pushing all my problems away. Fuck it. Losing communication and contact of everyone. Always on my mind: Friends come and go. But family too? I'm too caught up in my own world, there's a blurred vision of what's in front of me. & Whatever happened to the statement Best Friends Forever? It really does hurt when it all falls down. I drag myself around and continue moving forward. Broken friendships have been my main thought. If there's so many, I blame myself. I can't even keep a steady relationship without sacrifices because I'm scared of the next steps, and scared of the many paths or decisions I'd have to take. I'm taking everything for granted, all the time. Middle, middle -- I need direction.

So during the weekend, I had no plans -- As always. and so I ended up doing nothing - -As always. Actually, it was pretty hard to believe. On friday, I just watched a movie with my cousin. We watched Obsessed, starring Beyonce aka Sasha fierce :) It was the most annoyingest movie of my life. I also traded my black G1 + $100 to Ronnie for his white G1, but the next day -- We traded back because he was unsatisfied and remorsed since my phone wasn't compatible with his Gmail account. Today I just slept, slept, and slept. As if anyone hits me up for anything anymore. (wow that sounded so emo). Fucckk, I need a life. But anyway, I hungout with my other cousin today.. just cruisin' around, getting lost in West Covina. & Chillin' with my mommizle, watching her get drunkizzle. :) I'm pretty satisfied. except for the fact CARLA is making tonight hard for me. nothing new though, but

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Friday / Saturday

Good Morning.

I symbolized a red picnic table blanket, or a smuckers jar of jelly.

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I wonder what would happen if I ran for 2012 president, HEH

Damn check out the CHUNTi, she looks like she's 45 (Spanish 1 class)

Check out deez harda$$ kids

Throwin' up da bloodz, while wearing a blue sweater. ( Johnson, you're gonna die )

Everyone disperses as I walk towards them. (Before 5th period starts)

Lunchtime can be very effective. (Julliene and Janelle. AKA Janet Jackson & Fergie)

LOL ITS FERGIE, PWUAHAH. she's so glamorous.

Vote for Janelle

I strictly said NO UGLY PEOPLE ALLOWED, CUTE PEOPLE ONLY. Fuck, no one ever listens to me nor takes me seriously. I was being serious, you damn uglyass cuntwhores.

Girl to the far right = Bummed out and Jealous much.

elllllllvis ! :)

Misa bby, SO CUTE.

Rahr~

Meow.

Hitching a ride from Janet Jackson

Hehehe, YO JULLIENE (I look like Sh_ _ _ _ _ _) Because i'm cross-eyed HAH

Cool guy came over.

&We had a quickie sesh

Caught Julliene and Chineya along the way to Albertsons.

Rowland Height's Albertson's only. :) 20% everything.

McDonalds chillin'. Julliene's friends to the left.
"Hey you guys, my friend wants to battle you guys!!"
OBSTACLE COURSE @ McDonalds. Janet Jackson vs Walnut Asian Freshmen hah

Looks like Julliene is up for the match.
Oh I forgot to mention I got my tapioca milk tea w/ mini boba, sup.

walking home alone, feeling UNDER THE WEATHER.

And that was pretty much my friday, minus watching a movie at the mall w/ my cousin.

Woke up around 7, Carla calls me. Leaves me hanging, I'm lying there thinking to myself. Few text messages to get my mind off things. Fall asleep. Wake up to a phone call from a distant friend. False plans. Go out, buy breakfast, Myspace, drama w/ cecy, listen to music, nap, shower, Get in trouble by my dad, Ronnie & Julliene come over, eat, trade back phones, Julliene and I talk shit about people, go to Tapioca Express, take Julliene home, Nap, Myspace, Twitter (http://twitter.com/cwisteen), Blog about my thoughts, Nap, Over-Think things, Sleep @ 4, Wake up @ 8, Chill w/ my cousin, Tapioca Express x2, Cruisin' West Covina, Getting lost, Shits & Giggles with my mom, Sexy dancing in the kitchen, Webcamming on Meebo, Lead-on Goodnight text from Carla, Drinking Monster, FML.

&something just to relate to.