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DEAR "FRIEND" doubletime.. AND in-general people,
So many people like to change, some people change.. EVERYONE fucking changes. you see the whole world revolve, it never stops, which.. like you, never seems to stop growing. although those who wish to stop time, but keep the presence in motion -- will never happen. just grow the fuck up, get your mind straight. I need to be a little more straight forward on this because I've been going crazy hearing it here and there, I wanna end it my way. kids in these generation have lately fallen into temptation to do the BADA$$ $HIT. thinking they're all cool, indenial too with that shit, "I don't think I'm cool, da fuuuck??" yeah, I'm a kid too.. I know how it is. I'm just tired of what you say, tired of everything. You don't give a fuck about the world, then why don't you just kill yourself already? If you're doing so much shit to destroy your body, "having fun" -- you mean TOO much of it, doing drugs just to pass by, drinking so you can tell your friends about the wonderful fun shitty night you had.. -- WRONG. that's all bullshit. don't you ever realize and think to your future? & you're not even fucking hurting people anymore, bitchass. YOU'RE HURTING YOURSELF MORE THAN YOU KNOW. and you can deny that, with a bunch of the rest bullshity shit shit you talk about, but deep inside, that's where it is. tell yourself you're gonna quit, yada yada-- nah. See, the ONLY difference between me and you is I'm smarter with my decisions. I've done what you've done, you act like i'm non-existant. "OH you don't know what i'm going through.." FUCK THAT, you don't use drugs/ drinks and ugly stuffs to cover up for other's mistakes.. you don't only need to quit, but get your fucking mind head straight on. Realize that life is given to you once, grasp that shit and fulfill your destinies that God has boasted upon you. Your life is a mission, not some fucked up shit that you should regret at the end..
Hahhaha, damn.. I'm being such a hypocrite.. but only because I can. See, I've learned. STILL learning in the process! it's the choices that get you. Be smart, stand on your tippy toes, and just get out there do your best. Life gets really hard.. like REALLY hard, you just need to test yourself and be ready for any obstacle. You feel like you just wanna die already, shoot yourself, kill someone.. nah, hahah that'll just be over without you knowing. Put on your thinking cap, notice that what you're doing is wrong and ADMIT it. None of "but he's doing this! that!", Let them. Would you rather learn the hard way or easy way, when you have a choice? Fuck that shit, TAKE THE EASY WAY! Love your life.
I don't only do this shit because I can.. ahhaha :] but I seriously wanna just help you open up that bright fucked up mind. YOU CHEESE HEADS! going to parties, raves, hitting up the arcades, to get the fuck blowned, to smoke until you can no longer smoke anymore[?] what does that benefit you?? a 1-3 hour session of feeling good? .. When you can go home, watch a movie, be with your family for a whole entire day! that should be good enough. you don't ever stop to think that maybe, JUST MAYBE, there's more to life than just-- this.
GOD BLESS, hah
- cristine, your former blogspot buddy.
or..
[21:29] Xdcrazijullliene: i wont bother the golden blogga
"golden blogga", hahh
Hahhaha, damn.. I'm being such a hypocrite.. but only because I can. See, I've learned. STILL learning in the process! it's the choices that get you. Be smart, stand on your tippy toes, and just get out there do your best. Life gets really hard.. like REALLY hard, you just need to test yourself and be ready for any obstacle. You feel like you just wanna die already, shoot yourself, kill someone.. nah, hahah that'll just be over without you knowing. Put on your thinking cap, notice that what you're doing is wrong and ADMIT it. None of "but he's doing this! that!", Let them. Would you rather learn the hard way or easy way, when you have a choice? Fuck that shit, TAKE THE EASY WAY! Love your life.
I don't only do this shit because I can.. ahhaha :] but I seriously wanna just help you open up that bright fucked up mind. YOU CHEESE HEADS! going to parties, raves, hitting up the arcades, to get the fuck blowned, to smoke until you can no longer smoke anymore[?] what does that benefit you?? a 1-3 hour session of feeling good? .. When you can go home, watch a movie, be with your family for a whole entire day! that should be good enough. you don't ever stop to think that maybe, JUST MAYBE, there's more to life than just-- this.
GOD BLESS, hah
- cristine, your former blogspot buddy.
or..
[21:29] Xdcrazijullliene: i wont bother the golden blogga
"golden blogga", hahh
You never realize that even in CHINA they got kids smoking at this age..
One last time.. I'm always here and wide-open armed for you. No matter whatever the fuck you wanna talk about. we got this shit. I love you, no lie. but i don't love of you. you lost all this trust, lost all my respect. it'll take a long time to regain it all, but trust me, it will be worth it. and what you suffer is at it's end when you find comfort in one. I've been here for you, ever since day one. why stop now? I miss you. you can push everyone away, but not me, amigo. i'm here to stay.
just saying..
just saying..
Love,
Cristine.
Cristine.
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