Sorry I haven't been updating. I've been thinking a lot..
so there's drama at school, definitely. not exactly MY drama, just people who are TRYING to make it my drama. :) How can you tell other people about your dilemma, instead of the main people you're making a fit about? I don't understand how people live off drama, create drama, and revolve around drama. I guess it's life, but chill niggas, you only live once; make something out of it.
I'm not trying to steal your friends, I'm trying to be a friend. if you are feeling replaced, SAY SOMETHING & DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. you don't have to be all mysterious and shit, making such a small problem even bigger. whether you're jealous, or not and think you can just come around and blab about how you feel that i'm stealing / or i'm replacing or whatever you're thinking; at least talk it out with me? or you could've just made life easier and asked to hangout if you feel as if you are drifting or not talking as much as before. dude, it's high school. grow up! and if they were really your best friend, you know you're better than that..
moving on! i already knew that was going to happen. and i told a few of them that it was going to happen, but guess what. all they kept saying was "oh no! that'll never happen! golly ceejay!! you're crazyy, we're all friends heree~" PSYCHE. hehehe, anyways;
so i havent updated since last week -- FRIDAY. which was tawnya's birthday. [oh by the way, she's having a party w/ justine this friday; be nice and stop by to say hi] even though i doubt i'm going.
saturday - had fun with myself, and hungout with chelsea.. everyone bailed on me. i'm a sad lonely child. but sunday, just kind of the same.. I've in becoming! i had a nice stroll at puente hills mall, then my house to hangout a little because chelsea wanted all my true religion jeans.. then we decided to walk to starbucks. and thats when we had a nice little talk over things.
feels as if i'm learning and growing each day off of the knowledge tree. Hmm, I don't know what about taking pictures at school everyday, i know you're getting bored with the same shit haha. -- On monday, regular school day. after that, i hungout with chelsea bongalan, her first time dropping; i had shitty pills. THANKS CANDYMAN, gave himself a bad rep imo, don't buy from him. good advice from madam cristine; don't ever do blue naked ladies. thank you very much. so we went to anaheim for chain reaction. pretty cool.. then after we went to cue for a little. no sleep right after; hate the comedown.
tuesday i hungout with kathleen and chelsea at brea mall, then went to puente to chill with all the good friends. i saw a lot of people from rowland; and i was supposed to meet up with rowland people. but when i did, they kept ditching me. *UM YEAH. the mall hangout was pretty fun, or i mean it was decent. I haven't had "fun" in awhile now.
the rest of the days aren't that interesting. I'm hungry. but today i had basketball tryouts, Hopefully I made it[?] the coaches kept talking about me though, i don't know if it's a good or bad thing.
11-07-08
happy birthday tawnya
hi cristine monster.
you like my faded tail. yeah, victoria is digging me.
caught in the moment much? hi beck.
first pictures together; ralph and tawnya
everyone at tawnya's party was amazed by light painting
these very two smart children
+ cecy
11-08-08
good morning
i thought i saw a cute guy, turned out to be april's brother
hi chelsea x domo
i hate yogurtland
wow, black people's
played dress up
support [IN]habited www.myspace.com/inhabitedapparel
therapy
would you like some, like some?
conference
party pooper
Goodnight babe
11-09-08
went to sf market.. got mad at mother&took a walk.
Love lockdown.
this caught my attention.
got picked up by my dad at cousin's house
rowland heights is really azn; poor piggy
wonderful weather
Church every sunday
macroing on flowers
you're fruity.
baked brownies
had a goodnight sleep
11-10-08
prepared.
hehehe, 8th graders.
chelsea & manong joshua
to support above hope
chain reactions alley is pretty cute
matty!
after chainreaction, met up with jakey
11-11-08
i didn't upload a lot of pictures,.. there were too many of the same shits.
I love kathleen.
i love tiffany.
i love kathleen x a milli.
so there's drama at school, definitely. not exactly MY drama, just people who are TRYING to make it my drama. :) How can you tell other people about your dilemma, instead of the main people you're making a fit about? I don't understand how people live off drama, create drama, and revolve around drama. I guess it's life, but chill niggas, you only live once; make something out of it.
I'm not trying to steal your friends, I'm trying to be a friend. if you are feeling replaced, SAY SOMETHING & DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. you don't have to be all mysterious and shit, making such a small problem even bigger. whether you're jealous, or not and think you can just come around and blab about how you feel that i'm stealing / or i'm replacing or whatever you're thinking; at least talk it out with me? or you could've just made life easier and asked to hangout if you feel as if you are drifting or not talking as much as before. dude, it's high school. grow up! and if they were really your best friend, you know you're better than that..
moving on! i already knew that was going to happen. and i told a few of them that it was going to happen, but guess what. all they kept saying was "oh no! that'll never happen! golly ceejay!! you're crazyy, we're all friends heree~" PSYCHE. hehehe, anyways;
so i havent updated since last week -- FRIDAY. which was tawnya's birthday. [oh by the way, she's having a party w/ justine this friday; be nice and stop by to say hi] even though i doubt i'm going.
saturday - had fun with myself, and hungout with chelsea.. everyone bailed on me. i'm a sad lonely child. but sunday, just kind of the same.. I've in becoming! i had a nice stroll at puente hills mall, then my house to hangout a little because chelsea wanted all my true religion jeans.. then we decided to walk to starbucks. and thats when we had a nice little talk over things.
feels as if i'm learning and growing each day off of the knowledge tree. Hmm, I don't know what about taking pictures at school everyday, i know you're getting bored with the same shit haha. -- On monday, regular school day. after that, i hungout with chelsea bongalan, her first time dropping; i had shitty pills. THANKS CANDYMAN, gave himself a bad rep imo, don't buy from him. good advice from madam cristine; don't ever do blue naked ladies. thank you very much. so we went to anaheim for chain reaction. pretty cool.. then after we went to cue for a little. no sleep right after; hate the comedown.
tuesday i hungout with kathleen and chelsea at brea mall, then went to puente to chill with all the good friends. i saw a lot of people from rowland; and i was supposed to meet up with rowland people. but when i did, they kept ditching me. *UM YEAH. the mall hangout was pretty fun, or i mean it was decent. I haven't had "fun" in awhile now.
the rest of the days aren't that interesting. I'm hungry. but today i had basketball tryouts, Hopefully I made it[?] the coaches kept talking about me though, i don't know if it's a good or bad thing.
11-07-08
happy birthday tawnya
hi cristine monster.
you like my faded tail. yeah, victoria is digging me.
caught in the moment much? hi beck.
first pictures together; ralph and tawnya
everyone at tawnya's party was amazed by light painting
these very two smart children
+ cecy
11-08-08
good morning
i thought i saw a cute guy, turned out to be april's brother
hi chelsea x domo
i hate yogurtland
wow, black people's
played dress up
support [IN]habited www.myspace.com/inhabitedapparel
therapy
would you like some, like some?
conference
party pooper
Goodnight babe
11-09-08
went to sf market.. got mad at mother&took a walk.
Love lockdown.
this caught my attention.
got picked up by my dad at cousin's house
rowland heights is really azn; poor piggy
wonderful weather
Church every sunday
macroing on flowers
you're fruity.
baked brownies
had a goodnight sleep
11-10-08
prepared.
hehehe, 8th graders.
chelsea & manong joshua
to support above hope
chain reactions alley is pretty cute
matty!
after chainreaction, met up with jakey
11-11-08
i didn't upload a lot of pictures,.. there were too many of the same shits.
I love kathleen.
i love tiffany.
i love kathleen x a milli.
lessons learned today:
basketball tryouts - work hard get far.
friends - they come and go, always keep that in mind.
people - even though there are certain people you choose to never like, and they're usually such a fucking bitch to you.. they're not really useless, they are helpful at times. they know what you deal through too. duh, they have haters obviously. and when i put on a frown, they notice it too. you think someone so cold hearted wouldn't care, she cared. I was surprised. [Ingrid]
I'm always trying to hide behind smiles. I don't know what I want. I'm indecisive. I am.. not perfect.
basketball tryouts - work hard get far.
friends - they come and go, always keep that in mind.
people - even though there are certain people you choose to never like, and they're usually such a fucking bitch to you.. they're not really useless, they are helpful at times. they know what you deal through too. duh, they have haters obviously. and when i put on a frown, they notice it too. you think someone so cold hearted wouldn't care, she cared. I was surprised. [Ingrid]
I'm always trying to hide behind smiles. I don't know what I want. I'm indecisive. I am.. not perfect.
In conclusion, Days could be better. I want to find me.
evaluation: 0 out of 10.
evaluation: 0 out of 10.
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