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lol, i'm slowing down on criistine.blogspot.com. I did nothing today, sleep? The weather was extremely nice, btw. I love it.. except harsh winters desperately calls for someone to cuddle with. as i was thinking, "I shouldn't waste my time on thinking about what could've been, should've been." Or more rephrased, he's a waste of my time [: although i deny it, i actually think i really did like him[?] Maybe. Love just ain't my thing.

& I think I keep forgetting to eat during the days.

Anyways,

&for your entertainment: J. Holiday - Bed [chinese-attempt]


I remember back when I was truly and I mean "really in love.." someone once told me..

love is everything. it's the source of security, source of strength, source of passion, source of life. love is when the last thing you think about before falling asleep is him, you wake up for him, and everything you say to him comes from the heart, and you mean it. when you two just look into each others eyes and know, that you love each other. it's that one feeling you get when you're around each other. and you look around his flaws, and you don't care that he makes mistakes, but you know that he loves you. but before you think you know what love is, you have to love yourself first and have that confidence because having a boyfriend and being in love is two different things. and love is when you can't stop thinking about a certain person, and even when you're mad at that person there's no way you can hate them. and it's okay if you're not doing anything together, if you're just with each other that's enough. love isn't just a word, it's a promise, it's a feeling. and sometimes the two people that are meant to be together forever, are the last to realize it.

&CONGRATS OBAMA, .. psyche. i don't really know about politics.

The end.