LOL~
Anyways, school is beginning to spark my interest. for some reason i find myself attracted to my surroundings [wink, wink]. i also find myself always excited to go home, always expecting something great, yet high expectations for me is pretty grand; bad habit as well. I think i'm only failing one class, Hopefully none by the end of this week. Other than that, i think i'll do alright, intending straight B's though.
CLASS 012! haha, we are cheaper by the dozen [: psych! today we had an assembly, one of those one-hour nothing to do type of assemblies. although it had a message to it; the "no drugs, do good in school" type of video is what we watched. I'm sorry I wasn't very social with people at the assembly, it's just sad because i'm not very close to any freshmen [with an exception of misa of course]. So... i was pretty well-interested in watching the vid. it taught me that your pathway doesn't always go along as planned or how you wanted it. mistakes happen, and for the inevitable; you always have to have a back up plan. and also, you shouldn't let yourself fall into peer pressure, just try to force yourself to devy the gravitational force, haha~. And well, it was really hot in the gym. -- hot in general for the whole day.
I recently developed my film! i learned that developing film in the dark room is pretty tough. i have a hard time of using my fifth sense of "feel". i think i'd do better with my eyes open, thank you very much haha. well, the film i developed turned out pretty okay. i STILL had high expectations and so nothing really seems to interact with my enjoyment anymore, smh. but overall, decency is what i aimed for and i got it. perfection is what i need to work on.
I finally bought a new chapstick, new gum, film, and a ukulele~. i'm very, VERY happy. heh, oh and my daddy gave me $200.. i need to save up for a Canon Rebel xSi. it makes me sad because my familia is low on money, and i just make it worst because i'm such a big spender. although, i think this camera is worth it.. just really pricey, thats all. and when someone once told me to pursue on what you love to do; i'm going to do what i was told. but, on the other case what if what you really loved was to smoke, do drugs, party and such? would you still continue doing what you love? *sigh, sometimes the conspiracy makes me wonder, and proof of why life is so complicated.
OH i also began to make beats / songs / whatever you call it; haha. i use a program called musicshake and it's pretty dope. you should check it out, although please don't make it a new trend and think you're all "cool". anyways, heres one of them that i just recently made.. it's not that good but whatever floats the boat~
CLASS 012! haha, we are cheaper by the dozen [: psych! today we had an assembly, one of those one-hour nothing to do type of assemblies. although it had a message to it; the "no drugs, do good in school" type of video is what we watched. I'm sorry I wasn't very social with people at the assembly, it's just sad because i'm not very close to any freshmen [with an exception of misa of course]. So... i was pretty well-interested in watching the vid. it taught me that your pathway doesn't always go along as planned or how you wanted it. mistakes happen, and for the inevitable; you always have to have a back up plan. and also, you shouldn't let yourself fall into peer pressure, just try to force yourself to devy the gravitational force, haha~. And well, it was really hot in the gym. -- hot in general for the whole day.
I recently developed my film! i learned that developing film in the dark room is pretty tough. i have a hard time of using my fifth sense of "feel". i think i'd do better with my eyes open, thank you very much haha. well, the film i developed turned out pretty okay. i STILL had high expectations and so nothing really seems to interact with my enjoyment anymore, smh. but overall, decency is what i aimed for and i got it. perfection is what i need to work on.
I finally bought a new chapstick, new gum, film, and a ukulele~. i'm very, VERY happy. heh, oh and my daddy gave me $200.. i need to save up for a Canon Rebel xSi. it makes me sad because my familia is low on money, and i just make it worst because i'm such a big spender. although, i think this camera is worth it.. just really pricey, thats all. and when someone once told me to pursue on what you love to do; i'm going to do what i was told. but, on the other case what if what you really loved was to smoke, do drugs, party and such? would you still continue doing what you love? *sigh, sometimes the conspiracy makes me wonder, and proof of why life is so complicated.
OH i also began to make beats / songs / whatever you call it; haha. i use a program called musicshake and it's pretty dope. you should check it out, although please don't make it a new trend and think you're all "cool". anyways, heres one of them that i just recently made.. it's not that good but whatever floats the boat~
YOU SHOULD BUY;
Wrigley's Extra fruit sensation berry paradise gum, you won't regret.
Carmex cherry flavored lip balm "click stick" ! it's really cute, haha.
Nikon D90, it just came out! it has video mode, I hate nikon though.
BUY ME A BEST FRIEND. I kinda need one right now, imo.
well it's way passed my bedtime; goodnight my loves.
